Wednesday, 12 February 2014

Backup plan.

Lately theres a friend of mine yang buat aku moody je sepanjang bulan 1 n 2 ni. Hes the reason i smile. Hes the reason i sad. Hes the reason i hate myself. So I bought him a watch. Because he want it. And in order to pass it to him we agreed to meet up by the end of january sebab final exam dia tak habis lagi whatsoever. So aku pun okay lah faham lah kan. So then sampailah masuk bulan february dia still tak update aku apa apa. I was like what the hell are you doing untill you forget bout meeting me? Im so damn upset. So bout third of february tu dia call aku. Katanya nak balik negeri (negeri dirahsiakan) dia dah 5hb ni. Dah beli tiket semua. So cam dia nak kata hes not gonna make it lah. Aku pun k fahamlah yang dia dah beli tiket kan. But then i saw his conversation with his friend yang mengatakan dia still ada kat sini. Until last night i saw his tweet yang dia nak berangkat dah. Hari ni 12 hb. Lama kot dari apa yg dia bg tau aku memula tu. Sepanjang tu takkan takde masa langsung nak jumpa. Dia even update dia g lepak memana okay. Aku sangat terasa dengan dia sekarang. Even if ada benda dia nak buat ke ada hal ke apa at least bagi tau lah aku. Dia ada wasapp tapi tak pernah nak wasapp aku. Tak de kredit aku boleh la terima lagi. Wasapp tak leh ke? I look at your last seen every day. Hes there. Idk why.. aku terlalu paranoid maybe. Tapi serius cakap aku sangat terasa dengan dia.